the obligatory 'night before' post, i guess.
wow, that kinda rushed up on me. yikes.
So tomorrow i go into the hospital for an open RNY surgical procedure (aka, gastric bypass). i'll be there for three days, two nights, so long as everything comes out ok and i'm doing ok. then i come home and will be off work having the crappiest three week vacation in the history of ever.
its gonna hurt, i have no allusions to think otherwise. but hey, getting shot would be worse. (i assume)
my mother is coming to stay with me til sunday, which has its pluses and minuses really x_x i love that i'll have someone to help me that i trust (and don't feel so bad asking for help) but on the other hand...it's my mother. she can't help but send my anxiety through the roof, it never fails, and she's going to bend over backwards to make sure everything is done according to her methods of healing. which is gonna drive me batshit by friday, i'm betting. drugs or not.
but anyway, i'm ok. :3 am keeping positive, and not really planning things to a tee cause really, it's easier if i don't. nothing's going to go right to plan, and that's ok. i'll work with whatever. i've been very VERY
lucky that i have some of the best friends a human could ever ask for <3 srsly, there's no way in hell i would have gotten through this month without an ulcer or a hemorrhage or something if not for my buddies, and i love you guys so fucking much because of that. *gush*happytemplar
deserves a fucking medal for dealing with my crappy moods. srsly.if i don't make it, you guys get first dibs to pillage my shit. tho cremate me with my markers, damnit.
i'm pretty sure i'll make it through ok. i've got a good Doc, all the tests say i'm 100% healthy (which i totally didn't believe, lol, but someone with a doctorate says so, it must be true). i'm young and i do pretty good with teh healing from past experience (considering how accident prone i am). i really do think i'm gonna be ok :3
but don't get me wrong, there will be plenty of bitching to come.tl;dr
, this month sucked, surgery is soon, and i'll come back online next week and let everyone know i'm still alive X) promise.
and i have cleverly ended this otherwise bland and depressing post with random art
, just to fool you! (warning, kinda big and cartoony)( HA, TAKE THAT )
anywho, i'm gonna spend the rest of the evening distracting myself, pretending to be productive and preparing for when my mother arrives x_x SO MUCH FUN, I TELL YOU.
Everyone stay classy til i get back. <3
i mean it, i expect the awesome to wait til i return. e.e