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oatmeal_queen) wrote2007-09-11 01:45 pm
oatmeal_queen) wrote2007-09-11 01:45 pm
so yah.
things have been...interesting. yah.
still close on the verge of cracking, yet hanging on nontheless. aside from the obvious reasons, i still don't know why i've been feeling so down and pitiful, seriously. i really have no good excuse.
been dieting, again, and hoping i'll actually stick to something decent this time. doesn't really help my moods, but then, i knew that was going to happen going into it. this is day 6.
i feel like a robot. :(
roomy's have been a great help with the whole diet thing, but there isn't really anyone going to be able to help my attitude but me. but i just hate going from day to day just waiting for the next one to come.
staypositivepositivepositive. !!
started drawing sailor moon art again, on the plus side :) been awhile since i did the chick thing, but good to know i can reach back for it whenever i need a security blanket of fandom <3 amazing how much you can miss something without even realizing it. but it makes me smile, and i'm drawing on my own (mostly) which is something i need to do more of. not inking, not coloring, not working from someone else's work...sketching. :)
for the record, allergy season sucks. XP
almost a week until we leave for Atlanta and AWA. :3 i AM going to cosplay. yessiree.
thus, that concludes the thoughts of the day. forgive my lack of cohesion ^^; it's just how i've been thinking lately.
still close on the verge of cracking, yet hanging on nontheless. aside from the obvious reasons, i still don't know why i've been feeling so down and pitiful, seriously. i really have no good excuse.
been dieting, again, and hoping i'll actually stick to something decent this time. doesn't really help my moods, but then, i knew that was going to happen going into it. this is day 6.
i feel like a robot. :(
roomy's have been a great help with the whole diet thing, but there isn't really anyone going to be able to help my attitude but me. but i just hate going from day to day just waiting for the next one to come.
staypositivepositivepositive. !!
started drawing sailor moon art again, on the plus side :) been awhile since i did the chick thing, but good to know i can reach back for it whenever i need a security blanket of fandom <3 amazing how much you can miss something without even realizing it. but it makes me smile, and i'm drawing on my own (mostly) which is something i need to do more of. not inking, not coloring, not working from someone else's work...sketching. :)
for the record, allergy season sucks. XP
almost a week until we leave for Atlanta and AWA. :3 i AM going to cosplay. yessiree.
thus, that concludes the thoughts of the day. forgive my lack of cohesion ^^; it's just how i've been thinking lately.