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oatmeal_queen) wrote2007-09-11 01:45 pm
oatmeal_queen) wrote2007-09-11 01:45 pm
so yah.
things have been...interesting. yah.
still close on the verge of cracking, yet hanging on nontheless. aside from the obvious reasons, i still don't know why i've been feeling so down and pitiful, seriously. i really have no good excuse.
been dieting, again, and hoping i'll actually stick to something decent this time. doesn't really help my moods, but then, i knew that was going to happen going into it. this is day 6.
i feel like a robot. :(
roomy's have been a great help with the whole diet thing, but there isn't really anyone going to be able to help my attitude but me. but i just hate going from day to day just waiting for the next one to come.
staypositivepositivepositive. !!
started drawing sailor moon art again, on the plus side :) been awhile since i did the chick thing, but good to know i can reach back for it whenever i need a security blanket of fandom <3 amazing how much you can miss something without even realizing it. but it makes me smile, and i'm drawing on my own (mostly) which is something i need to do more of. not inking, not coloring, not working from someone else's work...sketching. :)
for the record, allergy season sucks. XP
almost a week until we leave for Atlanta and AWA. :3 i AM going to cosplay. yessiree.
thus, that concludes the thoughts of the day. forgive my lack of cohesion ^^; it's just how i've been thinking lately.
still close on the verge of cracking, yet hanging on nontheless. aside from the obvious reasons, i still don't know why i've been feeling so down and pitiful, seriously. i really have no good excuse.
been dieting, again, and hoping i'll actually stick to something decent this time. doesn't really help my moods, but then, i knew that was going to happen going into it. this is day 6.
i feel like a robot. :(
roomy's have been a great help with the whole diet thing, but there isn't really anyone going to be able to help my attitude but me. but i just hate going from day to day just waiting for the next one to come.
staypositivepositivepositive. !!
started drawing sailor moon art again, on the plus side :) been awhile since i did the chick thing, but good to know i can reach back for it whenever i need a security blanket of fandom <3 amazing how much you can miss something without even realizing it. but it makes me smile, and i'm drawing on my own (mostly) which is something i need to do more of. not inking, not coloring, not working from someone else's work...sketching. :)
for the record, allergy season sucks. XP
almost a week until we leave for Atlanta and AWA. :3 i AM going to cosplay. yessiree.
thus, that concludes the thoughts of the day. forgive my lack of cohesion ^^; it's just how i've been thinking lately.
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They're not actually meal replacement bars, but it's something to consider, anyway.
Of course... I've kind of become disenchanted with eating overall since almost everything makes me feel sick and I'm just not that hungry, so nothing is appetizing. So who knows.
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i'll consider it when they're letting me have more than vegetables and shakes XP ugh.
at this point, i wish nothing was appetizing, but of course, i'm at the point where a little starvation won't really hurt me.