running from all that you feared
Jan. 25th, 2009 08:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
oatmeal_queeni am so utterly exhausted x.x
Went to hagerstown yesterday because my mother asked me to. Got to see family and a few good friends and that was all i needed to really pull my birthday into a nice close. my little bro wasn't there, but i'll see him on Moving Day. my older brother went out and bought my birthday gift ten minutes before he came over. he thinks i don't know, lol. X) oh well, he seemed in decent enough spirits so i was happy to see him. i made him laugh too, which was nice to hear. (just had to weed through all the other horrendously embarrassing things he spurted out and then we're all good)
so i went there and came back same day, followed up with sunday (today) for an absolute, no excuses packing day.
i have bruises EVERYWHERE.
not kidding, i checked. nice big colorful bruises on my arms, legs, torso, NECK (can't figure that one out) some pretty ones on my hands...lordy. and i'm aching, and my back hurts and my knees hurt and i feel so amazingly fantastic because i DID SOMETHING. i've spent the last four or five months being a great big fucking lump and i'm paying for it triumphantly but it feels so great. that gives me hope for pushing myself back into some kind of physical exercise soon because man do i need it. this sitting around and doing nothing crap is draining and stupid. i should have been off my ass ages ago.
man do i hurt tho, haha. i'm gonna sleep well tonight.
half my life was put into boxes today. i have three more days to finish off the rest. the kitchen is gonna be the biggest bitch of all, i think.
We leave for Ohayocon on thursday and come back monday. Moving Day is tuesday x.x i'm INSANE.
still, all in all, today was an excellent day.
i'm gonna miss this, the here and now and the people in it. it's not like they're going al that far away, but i'm gonna miss it anyway. and i'm glad i do.
i think i filled my packing quotient for the day tho. this break i deserve X)
Went to hagerstown yesterday because my mother asked me to. Got to see family and a few good friends and that was all i needed to really pull my birthday into a nice close. my little bro wasn't there, but i'll see him on Moving Day. my older brother went out and bought my birthday gift ten minutes before he came over. he thinks i don't know, lol. X) oh well, he seemed in decent enough spirits so i was happy to see him. i made him laugh too, which was nice to hear. (just had to weed through all the other horrendously embarrassing things he spurted out and then we're all good)
so i went there and came back same day, followed up with sunday (today) for an absolute, no excuses packing day.
i have bruises EVERYWHERE.
not kidding, i checked. nice big colorful bruises on my arms, legs, torso, NECK (can't figure that one out) some pretty ones on my hands...lordy. and i'm aching, and my back hurts and my knees hurt and i feel so amazingly fantastic because i DID SOMETHING. i've spent the last four or five months being a great big fucking lump and i'm paying for it triumphantly but it feels so great. that gives me hope for pushing myself back into some kind of physical exercise soon because man do i need it. this sitting around and doing nothing crap is draining and stupid. i should have been off my ass ages ago.
man do i hurt tho, haha. i'm gonna sleep well tonight.
half my life was put into boxes today. i have three more days to finish off the rest. the kitchen is gonna be the biggest bitch of all, i think.
We leave for Ohayocon on thursday and come back monday. Moving Day is tuesday x.x i'm INSANE.
still, all in all, today was an excellent day.
i'm gonna miss this, the here and now and the people in it. it's not like they're going al that far away, but i'm gonna miss it anyway. and i'm glad i do.
i think i filled my packing quotient for the day tho. this break i deserve X)
